Its my birthday today. I was thinking of doing something different ,something that I can remember for years and that is when I decided to start my own blog. This is my first blog.
I will articulate many such moments through my blog when I need someone by my side, to understand me, to care for me. Not everyone in the world can understand you!
One of such unexpressed feelings is "Feeling Special"
Life isn't a fairy tale, I agree, but I still dream of being treated like a princess, maybe because I was always treated special on my special occasions, at home by parents, in college by friends then by boyfriend, then fiancé and for a couple of years by husband too... or maybe every girl has this longing of being treated special at times.
It gave me immense happiness when someone sent me flowers, cards, that beautiful gold chain, that teddy bear I used to hug around all the time, the black forest cake made my day more special. And more than that it was a treat when told that I was needed , I was wanted. The feeling still remains unexpressed!
But as life takes its toll, you realise that you're no more special. Complacency? being taken for granted? doesn't care any more ? One of the reasons can be "I did not make them feel special... so why should they? sad but true! or may be "I will wish you after my exam is over" funny ..isn't it? or "We just had a holiday, you are never satisfied!" there can be a million other reasons.
But, in the end, I am still callow when it comes to making me feel special, I may have become a little materialistic . I still long for it and I still crave for it. I like to be surprised, I like to be loved and I like to be on top of the world...
I would love to know your thoughts, have you ever felt same as I do? Please leave your comments.
